Taken July 9, 2012
I don't think there are the words to really convey how ecstatic I am about this pregnancy. Since I honestly thought that I was one and done. In the beginning, I wasn't able to fully enjoy being pregnant. I thought that the other things going on in my life were going to take a precedent. But HUN-TEE let me tell you that there is NO WAY that I am not going to enjoy this time in my life especially since it may be the last time I get pregnant. I have included my son in every aspect of this journey. He skipped camp to come to my first official ultrasound/sonogram appointment and was delighted to see his brother/sister waving at him. This baby was soooo active. Doing flips, turning over and what not. Ugh. I am so in love. I know that there are a few folks who aren't happy for me but bay-bee trust me when I tell you I am happy enough for all parties. And not even happy, I am overjoyed. Cause see JOY comes from the Lord and this is JOY that I have, pure, unadulterated JOY! I love music. I sing to my baby every chance I get. Since I am pretty good at what I do (toot toot) I wonder if this baby will get my musical inclinations. Omari has a sweet, angelic voice and his daddy ain't too shabby when he is actually singing and not being a clown. Perhaps (S)He will take it a step further. That would be dope! So I am enjoying my time and really putting more time in with Omari. I never want him to think that this baby is replacing him in my heart. I didn't realize that it could even swell to accept another child. I worried that I would put too much pressure on this baby to be Omari-esque. I know that all will be fine. God leads me and therefore leads this child. I am in love. I sleep with my hand on my womb. I talk to him/her. I give him/her advice already! I smile because Jesus loves me and because I got the Sweetest Love!
That is too precious. Forget those who are not happy for you. I hope you have a wonderful pregnancy.
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